The other day I wrote a post, in venting fashion, about how apathetic I was. Really, I never meant to publish it, I just wanted to write. However, I did accidentally publish the thing. Oops! I have had my mother and mother in law ask me about it, and all I have to say is this: PMS, extended cold/headache, and stress. Brandon has been stressed too, and I give him credit for doing as well as he is! I don't handle stress all that well though, and PMS this time realllly got me. Bad! My head felt like it could explode at any minute, and my neck felt so sore I went to the doctor with my extended cold via daycare that I went to the doctor to make sure I didn't have meningitis! I don't, by the way, but I did get some antibiotics and boy do I feel much better!
As my mother in law reminded me, I am not the only mother who wants to stay at home with her kids. Of course, most moms would probably love to be able to stay at home! We are just at that in between stage of "can we or can't we" and the transition from one to the other has been hard. For all of us! But, I am just going to keep going, working, knowing that I am needed here-- I don't want to leave my family 'high and dry' for the sake of being a family woman, right? So, as for the future, we don't know but right now we will just keep truckin' along and see how it goes!
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